♥KARYL:D

Until i'm gone.

2010-05-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

Moved.
www.displayofaffections.blogspot.com

Goodbye, love.

2009-12-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

Just go to

www.growingfat.onsugar.com in

the meantime while

i un-laze myself and change my

blogskin.

Goodbye, love.

Results.

2009-12-19T00:16:00.001+08:00

We'll be holding hands once again

All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"

Will Onsugar be a better choice?

I'm growingfatonsugar.com

2009-12-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.growingfat.onsugar.com/, baby.

2009-12-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

Working week!
Updates after work week.

The twelves of twelves, all right!

2009-12-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

I want to change blogskin,
start an Onsugar,
create a Plurk, and....
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My birthday packs a punch!
Baby, it's fact.

Bffs.

2009-12-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

Goodhi.

Job hunt(ed) today.
Then Crystal cooked dinner for us at her house,
and we had homemade spaghetti and mushrooms and hotdogs
And i had vodka with loooooooootsa lotsa sprite mixed together with it. (1/7 this tiny glass was vodka and the rest was sprite(haha)), (Because i'm still a beginner) and i didn't get drunk!

Making a few more calls tomorrow after night's search results.
Gathering with bf(crystal)f(tricia)s at crystal's house evening time tomorrow to make those calls.
Big(wonderful) chef Crystal's cooking lunch for us again.
P/S: Last 'f(ivan)' wasnt there because i forgot about him. Because i thought he had a job already.

I want to talk on the phone.
And i hope i get that job. hehe.

Eugene.

2009-12-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

I love you, on the 30th of November.

Even if you look like a nerd.
Even if you look like a kid.
Even if you sound so so so so old.
Even if you are sooooooooooo young.
Even if you are twelve years old.

Eighty.

2009-11-30T05:10:00.000+08:00

He's 12. And i'm 16.

I want to watch Princess and the frog!

When the lights burn out.

2009-11-29T00:53:00.001+08:00

Hi.
Ages since i've updated.
I'll (try) to update everyday okay.
Holidays have been (okay) great. It's conference, conference, plus conferences. wooooot.
Ya, on the phone w ~~(sweetheart)~~ Elaine.
She's forcing me to go back to choir on Monday.

Before today,
I watched 海派甜心, 桃花小妹 and 终极三国(not really in to it). Currently waiting fr the episode updates.
'This Saturday feels like a Monday' i've updated my facebook with.
Dont know what happened to me, I slept till 5.30pm today, with the 'sms comes and wakes up to read it' inbetweens and i still could sleep some more. And i kept dreaming. of people.
Just went to Ikea to get myself a new cupboard. The old one goes to the new maid.
And i also bought a scented candle (it smells like apple. and wax). And i camwhored with it.
I'm going to make an album in Facebook & name it 'Faces beside the candlelight'. Woot, so romantic it is!
And so, it does feel like a Saturday afterall.

I'm probably going to work soon, in later days to come.
And after that, I want to watch
Alvin and the chipmunks squeakuel, and New moon.
Who's up for it?!
No. dont voice out.
I already have dates.

Bye!

2009-11-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Elaine here helpin lazy karyl to update her blog, while i m on fone wif her. Ya, so u can see how tis lazy karyl can b?? hahahaah!!! Was actualli laughin at her few previous post. MUAHAHAH!! Jus to clear some cobwebs here luhhs. hahas! buai~~

2012, Home edition.

2009-11-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

That woman in the house woke me up JUST to eat 6 mouthful of dinner. (Did every of my ricegrain shrinked, or the other fat people in the house ate it?)
And then she goes on saying that 'Other people wake up in morning, sleep at night, I sleep in morning, wake up at night'. When answered 'I can wake up for sch can already what, isn't that all u care about? aren't u happy that way already?', she asks me t get out of the house. My family's awesome. I love them so much.
Now it's raining and fat brother and sister are getting air-con blown in their faces.
So now here's a quote from my father, ''I cant even pay the telephone bills ah ($50)! Reminder come already ah, i cant pay ah! Dont use so much ah! You dont know what situation i am in ah, karyl.''

So what makes u think u can pay the aircon bills?
You wait and wait till things go worst then you act.

Shawty's like a melody, in my head, that i can't keep out.

2009-11-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, little cousin. You're five now.

Waiting for ivan to reach home to report findings.
I gotta feeling, wooooooohooooo, that tonight's gonna be a good night,
that tonight's gonna be a good, good night-ght-ght.

In a sea of people, there is only you.

2009-10-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went t beibei's (beiwen's) house.
and slurped maggi mee. yes, slurped.
I went to macs after school and smelt of macdonals and sweat when i reached home.

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I'm online in msn (so rare right). And.
I'm in a sea of gossip(s).
I don't know what to post anymore.

Overfreeze.

2009-10-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

I'm posting just before i go t bed.

Today, i reached home at 12, on my comp, bathed, and fell asleep, and dreamt.

allll the way until 5.30.

That's why it's 2.06 now and i'm still awake.

P/s: My father's getting Aino, which makes him a traitor.

Megan's body. (I wished i was 16)

2009-10-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

Megan's so hot, ain't she?
Release date's 29th october 2009. -screams-
I'm gna smuggle myself into this NC16 movie,
because it's worth faking for.

Cute like baby,

2009-10-26T22:31:00.001+08:00

G-Dragon looks so cute right. How can a guy be so cute manxcz(?).

G-Dragon's first solo concert, 'Shine A Light'
is comingggggggggggggggggggg!

Dates:
-Saturday, December 5th, 2009 @ 7:00PM
-Sunday, December 6th, 2009 @6:00PM

Venue:
-Olympic Park Stadium, Seoul, Korea

When slut finds other sluts,

2009-10-24T19:57:00.005+08:00

Allison- ANTM Cycle 12.

I think she's beautifullllllll. She looks like a doll~
Mummy's kinda talking t me now. c'mon, just get over it already.
It's eight and i still haven bathed. i should, soon. After i finish watching ep 12 of antm.

There's really nothing to do right now. I'm wondering what would i do if i finished watching all the shows i wna watch online.
I'll be a bookworm. (groans)

And you've got a smile that can light up this whole town.

Wrong side of things,

2009-10-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

I thought my relationship w my mum was better than me w my dad's.
Turns out dad's 'not caring' for me is 'cos he trusts me.
I misunderstood him all along,
Although he's still on the bias side of things.

And mummy's just being a bitch (currently anyway). Just because i'm jobless and i pon-ed one day of school.
Thats right, keep yellin' and spitting things that u dont know right outta ur mouth.
I'm going to find a job w class clique right after my bridging, but of course u didnt and wont know this, because i dont even want to bother to tell you.
I'd rather let u accuse till ur mouth tires and continue hating me till i turn 21.
Since i'm never the 'smart kid' that u had always wanted. Because i'm lazy and i'm in NA, with th possibility of going into an ITE, which, u think, is for stupid and hopeless kids.
And that if i'm one of 'em, u'll hate me.

Contradictions,

2009-10-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

CSI:LV/Miami/NY on Tudou's whats going on now.
After that i'm going to rewatch America's next top model, Project Runway all over again on Tudou.
Reason being that i'm so broke that i couldnt even spend money on games and movies anymore. whatever, Tudou's free.

School is a dread, going Home is a dread, Home's chaotic. everything's spells B-o-r-i-n-g right now, more or less, except when i'm w clique.
Talk on the house phone for 10 minutes and i'm accused that i've been using the phone from morning to night.
Which i cant, thanks to the 'We have to save electricity' plan. While my fat brother and sister can get to on the aircon for like 6 freakin' hours per day at night to sleep, and i only can one for 1 hour. Bias.
It's 5.50 and everyone's at home. i still can vision myself dragging my feet back home, walking half round round Yck primary school never felt so good and meaningful.
Now i'm sleepy. but i'm not sleeping, 'cos if i sleep now and miss dinner, my mother's gna yell and yell and the house's gna be more chaotic. I have such an awesome life, yay, i just love it.
Then school is a whole line of free periods, psp playing, music listening, and book reading. And we can't even dont show up for school. And it's not even the bridging now; it's Normal school lessons.
After this four weeks, i'm gna look for another job which hopefully pays better with my class clique or i'll just rot at home if i don't, or fail to get employed. Then life's gna be more awesome than ever.

The bridging lessons better be worth (it)my time.

There's nothing to do now (literally).

2009-10-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

Annyong.
I went to my uncle's house t play. ended up sticking stickers all over his wall though.
Tomorrow i'm gna get a new bottle of solution for my contact lens.
I'll have Ivan on the phone while i go. If not i'll be lonely.

That white psp looks so good just sitting there, after removing the stickers, but it's not charging.
Shit, is it spoilt? (It's not new) Please dont be. Beg you.
Ivan, you just have to help me. ):

Park Jaeby, Jang wookie.

2009-10-17T03:35:00.002+08:00

The right side's the hottest, left's the cutest.
Awsomeeeeeeee.

And you've got a smile that can light up this whole town.

2009-10-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

In celebration of the finishing of the N levels,

Sakae w ivan,

(we actually accomplished one item off our 'Things to do after N's' list).

A (first) job.

2009-10-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

Please dont tell me this hols is all maggi mee for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. ):
I'ma be at Upper Serangoon tmr, for a briefing (for my first job).
Please let the pay be good, please let the pay be good, please let the pay be good.
If not i'll be stuck at some F&B restaurant, WHICH MEANS that i'll have to get an injection in order to work there which i don't think i'm able to survive the injection.
(When i was primary six (the last time i got an injection, because i couldnt escape from it this time), i thought of flying ponnies on cuds and i was feeding them, in order to take my mind off that stupid needle going through my arm. When it went in, the image didnt work, the clouds turned soggy and it started raining. And for the past 5 years of my primary school life when injection day was here, i fake an asthma so i won't have to take the injection. But i always get yelled because then my mother would have to bring me to the SGH to get the jab & it's very very far.)

I had such an awesome childhood.

124th.

2009-10-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

I've studied for my last paper.
and i've absorbed about 80% of everything.
I'm gna feed on hotdogs for breakfast, then go fight a war in the hall at 2.
And then i'll probably go to Rp & slack somewhere where it's safe,
and then reach home with a series of Korean reality shows awaiting for me.

I really need to win this war.

Happy day

2009-10-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole day at home watching Korean idols shows, and had homemade Udon.
Wanted and thought of studying, but didn't (ah, so guilty).
Collected trial contact lens today!
I'll complete and unprivate blog on my last N level paper, hopefully.
Then i'll go celebrate with food with friends.
And then i'll solve the problem of my $54 dued payment for my handphone. (By working)
Bye, half of my pay. ):

I needa get new slippers.

Updates.

2009-10-09T17:36:00.007+08:00

In these past few months that i've 'closed down' my blog:
1. I got my earpiece fixed.
2. Liked Super Junior.
3. Liked 2PM, (esp. Jaebum).
4. Halfway through my N levels.
5. Kinda neglected listening to 987fm, became distance with english songs.
6. Likes Korean.
7. Wants to learn Korean.
8. Got closer with some of my classmates.
9. Got my D&t artefact in the Youngs' designer award.
10. Getting a job (for the 10 days SG popular bookfest).
11. Spent alot of money on food.
12. Created a new blog.
13. Went through and fro Jurong(Toh guan SESC) w Ivan, because his phone is very sucky. It's fixed now.
14. Bought my bestfriend, Brenda, a bagpack.
15. Bought myself a bagpack too. (but in th end Jas got th order wrong & i'm currently forcing her to change it to th one i want).
16. Got contacts.
17. Got a new pair of specs.
18. Liked bigbang (G-dragon).
19. Used a Pink wallet.
20. Bathed, slept, ate.

New blog, new start.

2009-10-09T16:05:00.001+08:00

2009-07-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

'You can insult me, i can insult you.
That's what's th world's like.'

2009-07-29T01:05:00.002+08:00

War!

I dont get you.

I'll write it here ok, maybe this is just gna be another misunderstanding.

I wrote Monkeys, my defination of monkeys is 'Playful & naive(does stupid stuffs). not forgetting t mention funny la huh'.

T th spammers on my blog. fr all i know, u're all frm my class.

I called u guys Monkeys, One word.

U guys Disiao-ed & insulted me, 2 years.

in this 2years, did i do anything aft multiple & countless times of getting insulted & all? i'd just laugh it off. & you guys? because of One word. u guys act up & get angry like that, spaming my blog, trying t insult me all over again.

You guys had so many qns; so here's one from me:

Who started it first?

what goes around comes around.

I have Prelims & N lvls t prepare fr. I'm nt into this @ all. spam all you want.

2009-07-27T20:04:00.001+08:00

Another post fr tdayyyyy.
In addition t tht post below you, I wna say tht LongHuat has faults too, i'd forgot t mention tht. Cos' i've read Big boss's & A-drain's blog. Altho i still dont understand wht happened. So whtever~ Nt our business anw. They both gam will do. (: Which ends this subject.
But aiya, 4N3 jiayou ok. Prelims & N's coming. w/o those noisy people nxt yr's gna be kinda boring i guess, w endless sleeping & only waking up when th bell goes kinda sch days. Super boring. -Nods-

-Short pause-

Just went t top up my Free 20k @cash & imma spend it all up!
I'd came t post this shocking news!
My 7year old brother's attempting t watch Porn.
Shocking? Ha.

Note t self:
1. Globalisation test tmr.
2. Finish Mrs Brian's book.
3. Design Journal.
4. Study fr Prelims.
5. Bio homework. (Shit, what's th page?)

2009-07-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

I've set my Time zone t Sg's one fr blogger!
Meaning tht th time's gna be th correct one.

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"Today is the day when SingTel, M1 and Starhub celebrate the mark of Singaporeans sending a total of 60 billions local messages. Forward this msg to 10 person and you will have $49 of outgoing calls free! After so, you may check your phone bill to verify. :)"

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Yea, so it's fake.

There's this Macauly punching Long Huat's face incident(!) in school tday. & i'm gna post abt it. i know people in th class reads my blog, (one of which is lucas, other known as my Big boss) so i'll post what i think about this incident!, & hopefully if you guys read this u'll find justice in this.
Like what Ivan said, th causes of his fist flying t LongHuat's face is mainly cos he's pissed & Long huat suay suay @ tht time wasnt responsive t his qns despite him asking a number of times(did he?).
But first! Long Huat's this super quiet guy in class. He doesnt respond t anyone. & because of ur foul mood & wanting t act cool in front of those monsterous(in a good way) friends of yours & save your face, u sent a fist flying t his face & lost a friend, causing more hatred. He doesnt deserve this, he's nt someone u can hit whenever u're angry or whatsoever. Why ask him in th first place, since u know he wouldnt reply? I feel sorry for him. I hope u apologized. Oh no wait, your face is so precious tht u're scared t lose face bah? thn get someone t do it fr u. Those friends of yours'll probably do a good job outta it. Tho they're half crazy & act like monkeys, @ least they know their limts.
It doesnt matter much, beacuse we'll see who's th one crying when 'N' lvl results come out.

2009-07-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

Blogger's getting better!
It's almost back t it's orginal layout! I still dont know what's wrong. it happened t my other comp too.

Went shopping on this beauuuuuutiful Sunday.

P/S: I've just created a Twitter account. Follow my ass on T!(:

2009-07-24T21:00:00.001+08:00

Lack of post because blogger's still have problems. Bye.

2009-07-21T23:14:00.007+08:00

Problem still not fixed leh. Idiot.
tmr gna pei ivan go Toh Guan SESC t get back his phone. Th TrackID on my phone not working also, it says tht theres no internet profile yadayada, contact service provider. Tmr i go ask.

D&t will be done one thurs, thn it's study study study all th way. & yes, i'm starting t worry about th 'N's. It's time.

/Edit; Oh i've fixed my TrackID thing!

2009-07-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

Blogger's zonked again. i think it's th lagging part of my comp tht causes it.

Hi! I've just known what's menstruation like. (i've just done w studying chapter 14 of Bio)
Now i'm gna audi w ivan for awhile t reward myself for th hard work!
Bye! *smiley face*

2009-07-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

My phone's back! SE changed a new one for me. so it's brand newwwwwwwwwwwww!

I'm a happy girlgirl. wootwoot.

But it's ivan's phone t have problems so i needa wait fr till Thurs thn can get songs from him. Ah wonderful songggggggggs):

stupid SE phones.

Watching Boys over flowers now! ltr aft tht gna continue watching Harry Potter; Ron weasley<3

Alright, currently playing maple private server. & i'm gna start studying fr prelims next week.

Bye.

2009-07-17T00:08:00.001+08:00

N lvls oral tmr.

Tution tmr.

D&t not completed.

Freak out.

2009-07-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yes i like t move it move it,

'Cos i'm one step closer t playing Private server!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (3 cheers)

But thr's still missing files. but i'll find a way. i will find a way.

And i'm only posting because someone had want me t post Everyday.

That person's doing readers a favour. so am i.

(& i really dont know what th last line means & why i wrote it)

& havin' so much t say, Watchin' you walk away.

2009-07-13T20:49:00.001+08:00

Hi, i've gave up.

Because i've known the truth.

& i currently hate my SE w980.

2009-07-12T16:26:00.002+08:00

Truth #1: I'm tired of writing those daily facts.

I've got my springs, each measuring 4cm, and i've got four, which costs $3!

Gonna chiong my d&t on monday.

& Jun, i'm still not giving up yet.

Please come back.

Don't, don't let this love go.

2009-07-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

This is my 100th post.

so let's make it meaningful.

hi. i'm doing nothing right now.

hi. hi. hi.

I'm facebooking and doing nothing right now.

I'm currently waiting for my mother t come back frm th market t yell @ my brother.

& i'm downloading hp games.

i love my blog. & girlfriend. & gayfriend. & Jun; but he doesn't.

so it's okay.

I hate this 100th post.

because i hate yesterday, & today. & maybe tomorrow too.

Can you feel it?

2009-07-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

This! is my! 99th! post!

-Firecrackers-

This should have been my 100th, but i'm sorry special readers tht i didnt post yesterday because my internet's loading @ snail crawling time which = i couldn't access it.

so anyway, i'll post yesterday's post first, followed by tday's.

08Jul09

Fact #4: I've read pornos book & i loved it.

Today's a very happy day!

I patched w ______, & i love him super super super super lots.

& then a whole series of happy things happened which i couldnt remember what anymore.

hahahaaa,

it's 210709 tho. i'm lovin' it.

Baby, i love you manymanymany x1847140634

09July09

Fact #5: I'm interested in celeb news but i don't know where t get a hell lot of it.

(so if u do please leave a tag w it's link!)

Today's an eye rolling brain blasting bitch bitching macdonals sitting eye imitating actions renactment ass laughing and putting it back and laughing again teeth falling lips smacking late return to home without any simpler reason Kinda day.

In short, it's a goooooooooooooood day (too!).

anw, that's after 6oclock, after i ate lunch in sch & chiongt do my d&t, but right aft tht i found out tht we're unable t cut materials cos 'O' lvls oral is going on.

so rossy & ivy & me have wasted one day agn.

Shit, so plan fr tmr:

1. Bring extra money.

2. Have lunch in school aft school.

3. Go get materials cut @ 1.30.

4. Start sanding my plastics & get th artefact done.

5. Compass after school fr Cup walker.

6. DIY shop @ compass t buy (2) springs for my artefact.

7. Home.

All th above: Crystal & (maybe)ivan's going w me.

Fa fa fa, fallow the leader.

ya right, that'll be my ass, tyvm.

2009-07-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

Fact #3: I dont like all CSIs. i dont like CSI: Crime Scene Investigation. i only like NY & Miami.

It's a t601 phone.

Ivy says it's th first SE phone tht has bluetooth.

this all screams 'Crappy phooooone!'

& it's laggier. but @ least it doesnt smell like pee.

Currently watching CSI Miami on chnl5 now. yipyipyip!

Thanks for th lovebite, so thus ends our relationship.

i know crystal can read this.

i know u'll come screaming t me @ th top of ur lungs; but i rather u nt ask.

2009-07-06T17:21:00.004+08:00

Fact#2: I'll get emotional when asked t think/talk about parents.

And It's official !

The data in my phone's gna be all gone. All gone.

They're changing th motherboard, & therefore explains th above line.

& it's gna take two weeks.

so Cherie; u're suppose t send me my Notes back.

Ivan, Crystal; songs.

& i will need t dl all my 30plus games back & restart them all over again. Sigh, there goes my highscores.

But mummy's got SE t get me an extra phone fr me t use while my handphone's gone fr those two weeks or i'll be stuck w tht phone tht smells like pee.

now i'm hoping it's nt gna be a crappy phone.

I've got a feeling, that tonight's gna be a good night.

that tonight's gna be a good good night.

2009-07-05T19:36:00.004+08:00

Dear readers,

keep reading abt my non-fiction life v boring right.

so let me post a fact abt myself tht u guys may nt know everytime i post.

& please tag whenever u've read my blog.

so let's start w...

Fact #1: Th thing i'm afraid of most, are Zombies.

Life's:

I'm feeling super cold now.

& i miss boyfriend. i'm lovin' him manymany.

Hahahahaha, alright i didnt spacebars those spaces inbetween.

i wrote something. Only it's white.

I watched Transformers tday.

& IT'S FREAKIN' AWWWWWWWWWSOME.

I ate a bar of chunky in th process because daddy ate all my popcorn.

Then mummy & me went t sent my phone for service Again.

Stupid thing, & th person says tht all my data may be deleted.

but i'm nt really worried. cos i've sent my 147 themes t mummy's phone.

So if my data's gna be all gone, @ least i won't so heart pain.

Hang on bitch, hope you've lovin' this.

2009-07-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

Ivy's throwing his little tantrums on th phone now again.

I rotted @ home today,

on this super hot

hot

day.

Now i say my trust's getting weaker,

probably cos ur lies are starting getting deeper.

Because You lied and You cheated and You lied a little more.

Fucking with my heart like you was the predator.

In th book of lies you was the editor.

and the author, you forged your signature

And now I('m not) apologise for what I did to you

Cos what you did to me I did to you.

Gives you hell.

2009-07-03T23:03:00.005+08:00

Had lunch @ library w Ivan & crystal.

& i drank jellyjelly. (this $2 drink @ th foodfare which i didnt know wht it's called so i just nicknamed it)

supposed t go pei Ivan buy his new sch shoes thn tht richass dont feel like buying converse so he decided t go alone t this place t buy this other branded shoe.

Thn aft th 'supposed shoe buying', we went back t sch t do our d&t, Willingly.

It was productive; i manage t draft 9 pages fr my journal yo.

& my sister baked cookies

& i had truffle & th cookies because i was so so so so so sad.

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself

'where did it all go wrong?', but the list goes on and on.

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me

you can take back your memories, they're no good to me

& here's all your lies, if you look me in the eyes

With the sad, sad look,

That you wear so well

2009-07-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

T my loyal readers out thereeeeeee!

here's something close & personal t my heart i would wna post & share.

I wna shit. (c'mon everyone shits).

i'll shit aft i finish posting this post.

Ok here's what. i'll only post when my mum ons th comp or i see either one of th comps are on.

I went home straight away aft sch. i'm glad i did, cos it rained heavily soon aft i reached home.

Time's running out fr d&t!

& i'm working on it alrdy!

Study study studying!

The drastic changes in you, that i can never oversee.

2009-06-29T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hi.

I'm finally back infront of my own computer.

currently on phone w gbff & Stomping.

um, thr's a problem w my hp so it's being sent fr repair as posted in th previous post.

& here's th sadsadsadsadsadsad news.

Th data in my phone's gna be alllll gone.

so i'm gna spent alot of time getting my my 30plus handphone games, 300+ songs, 100+ themes, & pictures(but i'm nt worried cos my pics are all in my comp).

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. in conclusion, i'm super depressed.

Today's th first day of sch.

& i went. -self praise-

& i dilligently listened in tution tday even tho i'm pretty sure my brain's nt functioning v well.

For th super able t read eyes only

if u're half-blind & cant read this, u could come & ask me wht i've written here:

i'll make you pay fr all th things you've done.

I've gt everything planned out(well not exactly).

Remember th time when u wanted us t go have dinner w u so badly eat w u & when u walked out of tht damn train u said 'i go home first'?

Remembered when u met those 'friends' of urs & they pointed t both of us & said 'so which one always scold u'?

i haven't forget. not one bit.

I'll let u get back whtever u've done t me, even if it means t be a bitch just like you.

I'll get ur hopes up & crush it like hw i crush every tiny little ant, & as of how u crushed mine(ours).

because all th little thing u've done, all adds up t big things.

& those things tht just kept running in cycles, i can't stand them anymore.

2009-06-28T13:11:00.000+08:00

Phone sent fr repair.
Turned out tht it's not my earpiece tht's nt working. it's th phone connection part thing.
My blogger's still not working.
i dont know what's wrong w th blogger on this comp. & i'm lazy t on my own comp t post & Facebook.

2009-06-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

Is there a problem w blogger? If no, thn thr's a problem w My blogger. so i cant post. i'll try t find a way.

2009-06-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

Had not touched th comp in ages!

(that's right, a few days = ages)

i've been guai guai de tutioning chemistry these days.

& i've got my d&t pictures printed out. so i may just work on it soon.

Special term's cancelled. bt English oral still goes on.

Mia-ed audi. (just not in th mood t play anymore).

Sick of everything.

I'm starting t think it's fr No lifers agn (i'll stop, because i play it too).

But i'll go back on & off, t play w cherie. She online & i'll online.

If not it's super boring.

Toodles.

Flyer, & what happened ago.

2009-06-14T17:00:00.003+08:00

The acts of massive bullying:

Thats that's fr audition.

Happened ytd/ th day before, i was lazy enough nt t post it up.

Flyer tdayyyyyyyy w family!

it's my mother's company's family day thing, & i almost held a python. Almost.

May post pics fr tday soon, i took lots of 'em!

Well, off t dl songs on my didi's computer! (i hope it is able t work alrdy)

Bitches&suckersofalluniverse.

2009-06-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

It's 11 now & i'm still playing msn games w Cherie.

she's been winning every reversi's game since 10pm.

anw, i'm gna write about, the world. (i've wanted t share this fr a longgg time)

since w this 'thing' & which caused people spaming my blog agn,

i'm gna vent.

alright, i'd admit tht i'm super ugly, but why does my blog get spammed & nt those other little ugly bitches' blogs get spammed huh? Contradicting much?

@ least i'm nt like a bitch/slut/whore of those whatnots & copy people & follow people ard & act cute t people w skimy clothings.

(pauses) Oh it's 12.10now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! (:

U'RE MY BESTEST ___ BESTFRIENDFOREVER, EVERRRRRRR. <3you!

(resumes)

See,

When girls are fat, it's called 'what a slut!' when they have boyfs, & they're forever referred as Fat&Ugly.

& when boys are huge, they call them 'cute'.

When girls are w little clothing, they're referred as 'slut' too.

& when boys are topless, it's manly.

uh, i can't think right now. now everything's falling apart.

2009-06-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

Nothing but love.

I just cant choose (no as if thr's much of a choice).

2009-06-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

Monsters Vs Aliens 3D w choir juniors after Ikea trip tday; (Hengbin, Jingwen, Peiying, Weiqian, Cherie, Sl, Victoria & victoria's sister). I WAS FORCED TO GO (!)

i also took this pictures of this beautiful colored towels stacked superrr beautifully in Ikea, but i missed tht photo while uploading photos on my comp & now i'm lazy t search fr tht photo & transfer it into my comp t post it up. so i shall post it some other day thn(:

Now abt tht stupid Viceprincipal. ( not telling which one (a female), who gave us f-ing easy maths worksheets after we wna leave th sch & not go fr maths lessons, which was unsuccessful, credits given t th two stupid security guards, tyvm. So me & classmates decided t sit @ th benches @ th Generaloffice t wait fr th stupid clock t strike 12m, t leave tht sch, feeling unhappy about us nt being able t go home, until tht VP showed up & we became more unhappy.

so nw i'll skip th details cos if i were t put th whole conversation here u'll puke blood.

*roll eyes* If only i didnt have tiny eyes.

i still hate you.

2009-06-04T23:17:00.007+08:00

CSI starring Taylor swift.

Omg

CSI starring Taylor swift. (That was yesterday)

2009-06-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

I slept @ 7am today.

Nothing t say.

I'm in a sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad daze today.

to make you feel my love,

Sucked,

2009-05-31T00:12:00.003+08:00

I wna play maple too! ):

That's right. i didnt even touched my ss textbk / notes tday. i knew i wouldn't.

My mother hates me & refuses t pay fr my N lvl fees.

My father wont believe in me until i get t poly.

My brother's just plain irritating & wants t play maple, & he's like 8.

My sister acts like a princess and snatches th fan from me & talks bimbo-y.

See, my whole house's corrupted.

Audi life's making me sad, esp my stupid & useless audi cpl.

6am in th mornings are a rush, i'm not a morning person & crazy people, like my mother, would be doing her daily yells.

School life's worst, go might as well dont go. W half of th class gone, no teaching has been done.

After school life's boring, because of th stupid recession.

Evenings @ home sucked, because tht's when parents come home & th whole house turns chaotic. & evenings are usually th time i wna sleep, which my mum will whack me because she dislike me sleeping during dinner time.

Nights are crazy too, because i would wna play audition my mother would nag & th cycle restarts itself agn.

Then again, i still dont think life's miserable.

so what makes u think u can huh?

2009-05-29T23:25:00.002+08:00

C's got her new touchy & neglects me.

how great.

Nothing much tday, just th usuals.

I've haven shown th report bk t my mother. i don't have t guts t. sure get tsunami.

2009-05-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

Going t audi later.

Subway w I & C after school. (it's my first time)

They lent me money! :D although C still owes me $.

I'm gna study during th weekends (i hope), because thr's this ss test on tues.

Next, in th night.

I think everyone's a loser today.

i woke up @ 7oc & got really pissed off & everything, like i've got out frm th wrong side of th bed. which i cant type that cos' thr's only one side t my bed.

My brother snatched my phone & used it t do god-knows-what & my whole phone got oily.

I went downstairs cos family's going t eat out fr dinner in my Pj's.

So then i saw this young mother, with her super cute son. he wore those kinda baby shoes that squeaked w every step taken & so i thought 'wahlao scared son get lost ah so late alrdy still were this kinda irritating shoes'.

Then aft tht, turned @ a corner & saw this couple, ard my age & th girl was on skates gripping on every piece of wall she could possibily grab & it's so obvious she doesnt knows how t skate. so explain t me why her boyf's on a freakin' bicycle huh. Idiots.

& i've found out this (sort of) horrible truth frm C, tht alot of her classmates dont like me. & they're just Hi-Bye friends.

Hey, u dont know me, stuff ur mouths.

i know i've changed. People change. Deal w it.

I've known, not all truths hurt.

Hole in my pocket.

2009-05-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'm decideing t buy 60k @cash for audition's sales event.

I'm getting th PaulFrank's top in audition & it costs me 12k. It's th most expensive & most likeable one i would ever have, although it's only a tiny little paulfrank's head @ th front of th jacket-shirt.

weetweet.

so may it be Macdonals milkshake / icecreams every day.

or i could eat in school.

Because of my love for monkeys.

But u caught me off guard, now i'm runnin' & screamin'.

!

2009-05-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

Asthma relapseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I couldn't breathe for a while there. Damn i survived.

I'm not going t sch tmr. because it's only 1 & a half hrs of 'You stare me i stare you' lessons.

I've updated, bye.

2009-05-24T18:38:00.003+08:00

Ever wondered if cameras came in circles?

Maybe i'll design one one day.

Last picture, till monday, when i cut my hair.

This is important, because bangs leh.

Look! i made this this afternoon while watching CSI.

Hohos, i was w/o icecream):, so i replaced it w kokocrunch instead.

The white stuff is milk & some sort of vanilla thing mixed together.

& yes, that's th Macdonal's 'free cup w every upsized extra value meal' cup. it's didi's.

i've given you too much, now i'm taking back my love.

That bitch,

2009-05-23T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hi readers.

This may not be going t be th usual posts i would post on my blog.

Alot's going through my brain right now.

I'm currently rotting @ home & waiting for tht troublesome PeiYing t reach home, as i said i would auditionSEA tgt w her.

And maybe i'm also waiting for Yves's call.

And maybe i'm also waiting for Zf's call.

Maybes. Alot of maybes.

A hell lot of thought put in too. A hell lot.

I thought of, that woman, & all th past things.

H, love, exs, class's boys, practically everything.

Thought of how i was an idiot before, what made me become what i am now. Which brings me t think of Cherie & our time @ pepper lunch, her comments, her thoughts, everything.

Lastly, this is not an emo post.

i'll/i'd never post emo posts.

Jealousy

2009-05-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

While people are running ard new sengkang park, Me & crystal & ivan & practically my whole class were in bed.
Then i woke up @ 2oclock & bathed & went t C's house for a teeny bit of apple pie. Went t Amkhub's cathay & watched Angels & Demons. th show was awwwwwwwwwwwwwsome. i got t see Tom Hanks swimming in his sexy body! God, why do they create such hot old people. Halfway through i got this headache & i wanted t vomit, because of flashing lights. Anw, A&D's worth watching.

2009-05-21T23:57:00.004+08:00

11.47pm : Hi readers, i've just reached home.

(Goes off for shower)

Ok, i've just washed my hair in this mint shampoo, shiok. -Cold winds whoosh past-

I didn't go t sch for 2days now. Not planning t go tmr either (road run).

kinda thinking of what t blog about & currently on Facebook's Friends For Sale!

Today,

w Crystal & Ivan. Th best bffs i could ever get.

Ate, Watched, Laughed.

Tomorrow,

w Crystal.

& i've something i wna scream before i continue Facebooking.

Here goes.

YES KRIS ALLEN WON AI. WEEWOOWEET.

JUST CONTINUE SCREAMING @ TH TOP OF YOUR LUNGS ADAM GAYBERT (like that would get u anywhere).

tssssk.

Although i wanted Adam Lambert t win cos thn Kris Allen would get a btr contract thn him, just like David Archuleta. & then again,

Krissy does not yell in songs, unlike Adam Gaybert.

Krissy has a Girlfriend, unlike Adam Gaybert

Krissy sings & touches us, unlike Adam Gaybert, who only shock us back t out senses.

Krissy (pauses) , he won. & that's that.

2009-05-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

Choir chalet. 8&9 may.

I want a Psp & a Ds. i want both now.

maybe tmr i'll only want a psp. or a Ds.

I'm only typing that out becos im left w nothing to type.

i cant remember a single shit from th chalet.

Except for a 44.90$ cake bought for Shili by Mrliew. & it got frozen.

(short pause. I'm thinking)

Practically time flies while playing poker. Played cheat & i kept winning cos i dont lie.

& now everyone knows steven & wen xiang's a big liar.

& then i got talked into buying a Jacket for $12 by debbie & eugenia.

Then i hooked arms w Huili most of th time & i ate a Mcflurry before checking into th chalet.

Went to Macdonals @ downtown t sit @ ard 2am.

I had 2 free huge cups of iced-milo. & that was all i drank. i also drank a cup of warm water while playing Blackjack w the boys and javier lost $2+ while playing rounds of 10cents andalso bought Cupwalker back to th chalet for dinner cos th people bought Greentea & i dont drink greentea.

Arcade-d too. Yilin's card got stuck under th machine & i got pissed off @ that stupid guy working @ th arcade because he was so stupid.

Didnt have any appetite frm that night of th chalet till now.

So i only ate a piece of hotdog for breakfast.

So now i'm gna study w my headphones on with 'Taking back my love' @ th top of my playlist for about 2hours.

& i'll play less of Audition for 30mins. & i'll not yell or talk back to my mother & this is gna be very hard because i'm having my first day of menses.

That's all part of my mother's Mother's day present.

It's a good reward.

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell, gives you Hell.

2009-05-02T14:48:00.001+08:00

Hi.

I'm suppose to be studying.

This explains too much.

Bye.

The flare for Monkeys.

2009-04-30T22:01:00.002+08:00

The reason why i like monkeys : Ears, Butt, No hair. Differs in arms & legs' lengths, unlike penguins or other animals.

Currents. Facebook, coughing. AmericanIdolSeason8; Results show. Kris Allen, Adam Lambert, Danny Gokey.

Blog. With random intrudes. Exam-ed, chinese. Listening compre, didn't stay for second round for th checking of answers, ended early. Waited, w SitiZuhairah. Crystal. Walked, walked back. Julia. Asked, bio test, no money. Stayed. Left. Out. Limegreen, scooter. Bottom three?! Kovan, free pizza, cup walker, popiah. Bused. My house. Studied. AXN, CSI. 7. Went down. Missed buses. Said bye. Home. Nags, not much. Blogger, Facebook.

Pee.

Waiting, waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting,

Matt's out! Im happy. I don't like him. Shouldn't get saved. But he's improving. I still don't like him.

Un-eaten lollipop.

Rose withered, smells.

Un-private. Bye.

2009-04-27T22:10:00.005+08:00

SILVER! i know it took me long t actually be bothered enough to post. kinda lazy t post & type so here:

Today used t be a happy day.

2009-04-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

Busy Busy Busy.

SYF in 1,2,3,4,5 days! Having full dressed rehearsal tmr & w tmr, it's would mean an awful end or a beautiful beginning. i hope tday would be fruitful whr all th seniors got tgt @ bev's house w/o those juniors that might have countless amount of complaints if they were t sacrifice their one public holiday.

& i bet th choir's all full of sorrys for Mr Liew because we greatly dissapointed him.

& im sorry, for fooling ard in sectionals (because i think sectionals are kinda useless because most most of th people wont treat sectionals seriously & this would be catagorised under 'wasteing time'.

im sorry for not lecturing our juniors & shape them up like solid solid singers & good attituders & instead, not improvising them t know th importance of respect & hardwork.

im sorry for not giving th juniors enough motivation.

& th list goes on...

nothing t post alrdy i guess. waiting for Jiahui t post up th pictures of tday so tht i can post them in here.

2009-04-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

Went t temple & prayed in th morning, then went t jiu jiu's house t celebrate my little cousin's birthday. Happy birthday Jie Li!

Came home & Blackjacked on facebook.

Had just completed studying for tmr's ss mock exam. & im stoning now.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

Don't remind me, I'm not over it.

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.

I'm just a little too not over you.

Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go.

Didn't think it'd be this hard.

Should be strong, movin' on.

And I really don't know what to do.

but it's not as easy as i thought it would be.

2009-04-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

270408 offically over. Big time. & this is th real thing yo.

Found out that he's silent breaking w me. But i didnt cry. Weird huh. 11 months & not a single tear. Maybe half a tear, but that's not counted. Just sad that he chose silent breaking instead of telling me straight. Un-manly. Not blogging regularly some time now till my 'N's i suppose. Im turning into a full time mugger. & my mother has been busy w th comp doing her work. Im blogging now because im suppose to research on Scott Hamilton, this gay gold medal winner who does figure skating w a not so good background. Currently on msn yo. (:

2009-03-14T17:52:00.002+08:00

Ha. im keeping a diary now. & i feel like changing my blogskin.

Maybe i should. maybe i shouldn't.

since i dunno whether i would come on9 & blog whatsoever.

If i blog, i'll not write in my diary.

If i write, i'll not blog.

that's how my brain works. i dont like repeating stuff.

& since this blog is private, i can write whatever i want in this. but then i'll invite people. and then it wont be private anymore.

& make my diary a 'Bitch about people book'. How 'bout that?

alright, i'll update on myself.

Currents:

i want t change my blogskin.

i want Haikel t have homeleave.

i'm 16 & im really(almost) mature now.

i dont get why people who are of th same age as me(or even older), needs to play on9 games & get a boyfriend from there. although i got tgt w H by maple too, but he's 16 then & i was 15. But that's because he doesnt have a life(boyshome).

i'm actually studying & doing (a little bit of) homework.

i still suck my thumb. (THIS IS A SECRET!).

i'm facebook-ing.

i'm still making humans laugh.

2009-01-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

CIP tmr, bummer.

after CIP thr gna be choir, until 'i forgot what time'.

it's like one whole tiring day tmr.

first week of sec4 sch life had been b u s y.

dont get t slack ard much anymore.

when th D&t design journal's theme comes out i'll be even busier, but tht wont be a problem.

crystal julia & i could study tgt in cafecartel anw.

rather boring day.

choir after sch, not choir, just sec1s audition & some seniors went t support Mr Liew & sec1s.

few sec1s were super rude, no manners @ all. & thr's this guy from 1e3/4 (i cant remember) tht talks super loudly & kept bragging abt him being a basketball player who played for his sch team in his pri sch. Like i care. rudest person i've came across. & he's only sec 1.

not much alrdy,

9.34pm : Haikel on-ed his hp. wtf, either it's he on, or other people on his hp. No reply.

i've nt been contacting him since sch reopen-ed. aiya, im nt gna care anymore.

2009-01-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

KARYL'S HAPPY TODAY ((((((((((((((((((((:

I made a new friend in class. she's a mix, (just like haikel).

She understands chinese, every word of it, (just like haikel).

She's 17 this year, (just like haikel).

She's in girlshome, did alot of 'against th law stuff' ( just like haikel, except he's in boyshome instead of girlshome).

is currently living in a hostel, (just like haikel).

Has someone waiting for her till she gets out of hostel, (just like haikel).

An only child (just like haikel). Oh wait, i think haikel has a sister. Whatever.

& has 6 months left until she comes out.

her name is sharmala (i dunno how spell, but it's pronounced like tht) & i think she's an indian or malay or smth (she just not chinese).

ok shit, im thinking too much abt Haikel alrdy, (just like haikel ).

& I learnt how boys/girlshome stuff works.

1. Girlshome & hostel is different.

2. In girlshome u only get th sit one th floor in a cell(?) (just like jail) until ur butt rots unless u're told t do dunno wht duty.

3. They dont get homeleave during New year/Valentine's day/ Any other public holiday days.

4. They are nt able t speak vulgar or whtever cos one Fuck word would cost them thousand of pumpings.

5. Hostel is more relaxed thn Girlshome.

6. Hostel rooms is just Bed, Cupboard beside it, Bed, Cupboard beside it, Bed... so on & so forth.

7. They gt t pay 500$ every month for maintence fee or whtever.

8. They get homeleaves every week if u're moved t a hostel (in girls/boyshome u dont get any). it's fri-sun, but it depends on ur behaviour.

2009 im gna work hard. For my N's, becos passing is just not enough.

im suppose t memorize th whole 'White Horses' tmr & i only know th first line, & th last word.

Crap. im gna complete today's post & go do 1 math qns (homework) & memorize tht stupid Syf set piece.

2009-01-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

我在想哦，他是不是不要我了，到现在，他都还没有打电话给我，或sms我。

我好伤心好伤心哦。

quitted audi, quitted maple.

back t blogging, msning, friendstering, facebooking & studying(?).

N's alrights, made a christmas promise(never break a christmas promise) t Brenda, a promise tht i would study hard.

but tht's nt th reason im gna work hard tho.

New year resolutions :

-Paul Frank's haversack.

-Paul Frank's Handphone stripe.

-Haikel's discharge.

&, &, .. i'll cont thinking of more & post it up.

Returning back t blogging makes me wonder if i should public my blog agn.

Views please?(:

2008-12-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today's christmas & today marks th day Karyl gets her new handphone. (cheeeeeers)

w980. i have t freedom t type Wxyz & listen to th radio & all sorts of silly stuff tht my old phone cant do.

Th hp tht smelt like pee had been given t my sister (th smell is gone).

& i found old msges tht haikel sent t me in tht pee phone.

he's so cute. :B

alrights, Im happy. :D

2008-12-17T13:37:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what t post about.

7 more days to a new handphone (screams).

tmr im gna have tution, maths & comb sciences.

Because im oh so bored, i shall login shili's acct & help her drain bubp in audi.

2008-12-11T04:53:00.005+08:00

The boyfriend, every girl(karyl) would want :

When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

When she repost this bulletin, she wants you to read it.

When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she ignores you, give her your attention.

When she pulls away, pull her back.

When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

When she's scared, protect her.

When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

When she steals your favourite hat, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

DON'T let her have the last word.

DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

Argue that she is the best girl ever.

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her, because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Tease her and let her tease you back.

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes.

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she's important.

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

& i'll end with this. :D

2008-11-21T16:23:00.003+08:00

my audi is workkkkkkkkking! (which indirectly means i'll blog less)

just got back from camp ytd with major cramps.

camp was fun. except for th bonding games.

i wan a change of hpppppppppppppp!

current hp's number 9 button is spoilt.

so i cant type any smses tht are with w,x,y&z.

bummer.

2008-11-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

anw, i suddenly rmbed tht crystal has tagged me t do this dumb survey.

so i'll post for th second time of th day, becos im b o r e d. :D

RULE1# people who hace been tagged must write their answer in th blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new fomulated by themselves .

♥1. Do you have secrets?

-who dosent?

♥2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

-never. btw, having haikel is enough. & he's 16.

♥3. Do you enjoy going to school?

-depends. if sch consists of back-facing-the-teacher-playing-poker-cards; thn i'm lovin' it.

♥4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

-that's great! funds for my future 500 kids!

♥5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?

-i love my best friend and she loves me too, but we're not lesbians:) (haha)

♥6. Which is most blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

-both, being loved & loving someone.

♥7. List your 15 favourite songs:

1. Lucky

2. Whatever You Like

3.Here Without You

4. You & Me

5.Forever

6.Closer

7.Cyclone

8. In The Ayer

9.Crush

10.Hot 'N Cold

11.Tongue Tied

12.Whoa Oh

13.The Man Who Can't Be Moved

14.Make Some Noise

15.LoveBug

♥8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

-depends on my mood & how much i like him. if i like him alot, i'll try all sorta bitchy ways t break him & his girlf up.

♥9. Is there anything that have made you happy before?

-All of his smses that he had sent me.

♥10. What made you angry?

-tht he's inside & we're both suffering from misery.

♥11. How would you see yourselves in th mirror in 10 years times?

-still cute & happy-go-lucky.

♥12. Who is currently th most important people to you?

-haikel, family, girlfs.

♥13. What is th most important things in life?

-great friends who watches Mtv, & Love.

♥14. Single or attached?

-Semi-attached. cos mine's in somewhr far from me.

♥15. What is your favourite colour

-Purple.

♥16. Would you give all in a relationship?

-In this current one, i would. cos' i know tht he will too (:

♥17. If you fall in love with two person, who would you pick?

-BOTH! HAHA :X

♥18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?

-forgive, yes. forget, maybe.

♥19. can you ignore the rules?

-like not having hot guys walking naked ard in public? proably i can.

♥20. people I have tagged:

1. Shili

2. Eugenia

3. I can't think of anyone else.

alright, im bored sitting infront of th comp now.

im gna go swimming ltr on w my family & teach my mama how to float while swimming.

i'll hug my bloster & sit infront of th tv now!

2008-11-08T12:52:00.002+08:00

The BookFest@Singapore by Popular Holdings Limited started with the objective of creating and stimulating a vibrant market for book retailing through a consumer book fair by riding on POPULAR's retailing strength. Since its inauguration in 2006, the BookFest has evolved as one of the biggest and most successful book fairs ever staged in Singapore.

The BookFest is back in style with widened product categories and range, promising a greater and better show yet again. It will take place at the Suntec Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre from 14 to 23 November 2008 and will operate over two weekends of the November school holidays. Garnering leading publishers, stationery and electronic peripherals distributors from China, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Malaysia, Singapore, UK and US, the consumer fair will showcase the best and latest collection of books, stationery, educational aids and electronic products.

Covering 100,000 sq ft, the BookFest offers unparalleled opportunities for exhibitors to market their products and services to an expected audience of over 500,000 visitors and partners internationally. The fair also establishes a group of publishers and distributors, creating the perfect platform for unlimited business and networking opportunities.

The event is divided into 2 segments :- 1) Exhibition • Books - English, Chinese, Text and Assessment •Stationery - Home, School and Office •Cookbooks Corner •IT Corner •Music Corner •Children's Corner

2) Events and Activities • Renowned overseas author appearances •New book and product launches •Educational Seminar •Health and Wellness Seminar

lookie! im gna work @ this placeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HAHAHAHAHA, how cool is that! :X

i hope i get th Music Corner/Children's corner :D hohos.

crystal would go for th IT corner i bet. >;D hohos.

crappppppppppppppppp, i'm go freakin' bored right now urgh.

stupid yaohua's pestering me t spam his fs by flooding him testi(s). (how pathetic!:X)

i cant play audi, i cant seem to be able t patch it.

SHITASS, I WNA PLAY! D:D:D:

i hope i could fix it by tmr D:

2008-11-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

moodless.

watched HSM3 tday w crystal & euge.

they went along quite well, @ least thr's no quarreling between them. i guessed they are friends now. they actually talked t each other abit tday yea. (yah) i should organize more outings like tht more often. Nvm, thr's Madagascar2! :D:D:D

thn aft th movie crystal went off t meet her churchmates for dinner.

me & euge were left alone & ended up walking rounds & rounds & rounds of th stupid plaza sing.

im back t my money crisis thing agn.

i spend like, 16$ tday (which is a hellll lot t me): 6$ on th tickets & $8 for th popcorn shit, & another 2$ for takoyakiiiii aft crystal left.

which my mother gave me 20$ like, ytd, & i spent it all alrdy. wth.

i hate her,

2008-11-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

A: Best gf/bf anyone could have

B: You love a certain someone

C: People cant help but check u out

D: You are really lovable

E: People love you the way you are

F: Easy to fall in love with

G: You never let people tell you what to do

H: You have a very good personality and good looks

I : People love you

J : People Adore you

K: Best kisser ever

L: Awesome kisser

M: Beautiful

N: Easy to fall in love with

O: Wild and crazy

P: You are popular with all types of people

Q: You are a hypocrite

R: You love to kiss

S: You are freakin crazy

T: You are loyal to the ones you love

U: You really like to chill

V: your not judgmental

W: You are popular

X: You never let people tell you

Y: Sexiest bitch alive

Z: Never good enough

_______________________________________________________

let's see wht's mine yea[:

K: Best kisser ever.

A: Best gf/bf anyone could have.

R: You love to kiss. (spot onnnnn!)

Y: Sexiest bitch alive. (not true. except tht part whr im a bitch)

L: Awesome kisser.

&... not forgetting,

H: You have a very good personality and good looks. (first letter & jackpot![:)

A: Best gf/bf anyone could have. (hohos!)

I : People love you.

K: Best kisser ever.

E: People love you the way you are. (i do i do!)

L: Awesome kisser.

haaaas, ilh t bits la :D.

HSM3 w crystal & euge tmr! i hope 1 thing on my wishlist goes byebye!

2008-10-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

HOHOS.

v obvious haikel dosen't want me t private th blog ya, >:D

i think he wants th whole world t know wht's happening & tht we two are tgt.

tht crazy asshole.

but thr's spammers. & i dont think tht thrs a need for all those spammers t read abt my posts abt me & him & post stupid comments. so, yea :D

booo, i hope his leg recovers soon.

he says he'll be having homeleave in 2weeks' time.

i hope we'll be able t go out thn(:

2008-10-16T22:56:00.005+08:00

blog privated!(:

Reason: im tired of all th freakin' spammers.

i just want t type whtever i want & whtever i feel like w/o assholes t understand & read them.

so all those who wants t view my blog, consider yourselves lucky!:D

& i trust you all t not spread any stupid rumours aft u guys know smth tht is major.

for example, 'karyl lost her virgin' or smth.

new posts would be more detailed & you're gna be lovin' it :D hohos!

& u guys would know how im getting along w haikel & stuff.

so, yea :D

2008-10-09T19:45:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooo.

updates updates for th EOYYYYYs.

English- i dint study a single shit & i thought tht it was easy.

Biology- it was okay. i studied & written notes(;

Social Studies- didnt study (didnt got th mood t study) & i think i will flunk it.

Maths- no comments.

Chinese- h a r d.

Literature- maybe i would be able t pass.

Chemistry- (which is tday) practically looking ard & asking for answers. haha.

D&T- (which is also tday) failed my section 2. didnt understand a single shit ):

Which tday, i had this huge headache & i had a fever ytd, i would have been able t study for my chem & d&t paper. although i had woken up @ 1.30am to complete my studies for d&t, it didnt work becos i wan moaning in pain all th way & apparently nth got into my head. this i freakin' nt fair. i scored well for my design journal & i cant afford t fail my EOY or else it would pull my damn marks down. im saddddddd. D:

p/s: i read my tagboard. & im willing t give up everything for us t get back tgt(:

& thanks for caring & for making an effort t tell me wht's going on. i hope ur leg recovers soon becos i wna break it myself(: ily & imy lots.

2008-09-25T19:02:00.002+08:00

yeap, im still mugging.

alright i admit. (not reeeally mugging)

i only started tday.

when exams are like, in 4days time(:

whtever, @ least i revised smth.

i dont know why im slacking this time of th year tho. it's a very bad thing.

my bio's halfway done. & im only waiting for tmr's bio crt t highlight th important stuff.

saturday & sunday shall be studying days.

monday's th english paper, im nt suppose t fail. but whts thr t study for english?

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,

How can I move on when I've been in love with you.

2008-09-15T19:04:00.003+08:00

MUGGIN' IN PROGRESS(:

hey i study de okays! D':

your lies, your smile, your touch, your hot looks, so over it.

2008-09-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO(:

im back againnnnnnnn.

so lets see..

whts thr t post?

alright. i'll start w, im bored.

still bored.

ahhh nevermind.

here t vent off some little itty bitty things.

wna stead & play timer? 3 more other girls? fuck you.

fall in love back w ur ex? alot feeling? double fuck you.

lie? triple fuck you.

stop feeding me w ur bullshit.

i had enough of it.

-'-

~~asshole. jerk. moron. creep. stupid. kuku. idiot. sucker.~~

2008-09-07T18:16:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for a long time yea?

so im here(:

first news:

270408 is assumingly over. (no joke)

u know, if u wna brk, jus give a call or sms? i can take it. im nt a baby. dont have t bloody avoid me yea?

today is a sunday, last day of our 1 wk hols (argh).

so i was yelling & screaming previously tht i wan a MYUK pencil box.

so mummy bought me t tamp mall t buy my pencil box(:

at first i was reluctant t go, becos it's near th place whr haikel stays.

thn aft tht, mummy says tht we go tamp mall, buy th things tht i wna buy, thn we go eat hagen daz (t treat my sister for her good exams results). aww c'mon, she's only pri 2.

so thn we went. w my brother & sister & mummy & daddy's gna join us abit ltr, cos he's working.

mummy bought me 2 pencil boxes, & i bought a same one as sylvia. WAHAHA.

& sister bought a hotpink wallet too. (omg).

thn we went for hagendaz~

ass, 12scoops of icecream for 40$. (WTH)

but it's reeeeally nice.

thn we went t shop ard tamp mall.

so i went past SHINE (a shop, tht sells beeeautiful; & expensive shoes).

thn i saw this silver & black shoe tht i loooooooooooooooooooooove so very much.

went in th shop w family & tried on th shoe. while trying, th salesgirl was like, 'this is th last pair alrdy'. my heart sank lah cans! thn she asked me t trytry. thn i go try, JUST NICE (WAHAHA)!

thn th price is 29.90$ & th longer u wear, it will become bigger/expand. omg D: expennnnnsive.

thn i nvr think nia, i say 'i want it'. thn mama die also mai buy for me. thn we left tht shop.

cos its th last pair & its really expensive so v not worth it.

thn my mama say go look ard @ other shops, see gt similar kinds anot.

thn ok lo, reluctenly walk lo.

thn mama keep bring me into shops & see, showed me different kinds of shoes, but i all say dunwan. thn mama got angry & said 'THN WHT U WAN?!' thn i said, 'i wan jus now tht pair of shoes'. wahaha. she diamdiam, thn gave in >:D & say tht we will return t th sop ltr & buy tht shoe for me (YAHHHHH)

thn while we were in this shop(forgot th name) & saw another shop tht has tht kind of shoe too. & it's black in color.

p/s i dunnid wht u call tht shoe, (its like normal shoe, but th front is smaller like when u wear, th front part only covers ur toes & th back & u have a huge gap in th middle)

sooooo anw, i bought tht black pair of shoes for 19.90$.

thn went back t SHINE & bought tht shoe~ WOOOOOOO. (dream come true).

having KFC ltr for dinner <3.

bye peepos!:D

2008-08-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

I Stay In Love; Mariah Carey

Oh baby

Baby,

I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it

Make or break up

Can't take this madness

We don't even really know why

All I know is baby

I try and try so hard

To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point

Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel

It's no mistaking

We're just erasing

From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing that I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na

Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep

It hurts down to my soul

My friends tell me

I ain't the same no more

We still need each other

When we stumble and fall

How we gon' act

Like what we had

Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is

Ride shotgun next to you

With the top down like we used to hit the block

Proud in the SUV

We both know our heart is breaking

Can we learn from our mistakes

I can't last one moment alone

Now go I know

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing that I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you

Now no matter what I do

Baby, baby I stay in love with you

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on I

nside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you

Now no matter what I do

But baby, baby I stay in love with you

I stay in love

Love

Oh, I stay in love.

2008-08-24T19:45:00.003+08:00

Big Hello!

i dunno whats wrong w my comp nowadays.

th fonts come out sooo huge. its nt like tht last time.

22Aug:

choir, went well, new sectional ldrs worked & we learnt a new song.

i ♥ sylvia & debbie lahhh.hahahaha(:

23Aug:

its a saturday & my family & i went t ikea:D

ok we didnt went thr in th end.

cos my daddy found this nail in his tire after he parked his car @ ikea's carpark, which caused a flat tire.

watched daddy change into a spare tire & my brother & i were like fanning him w th catalogue he took in ikea (its becos we walked ard abit in ikea first becos my mum, bro, sis & me went into ikea first).

thn we headed down t balestier t this 24hrs car tire changing thingy or wadever u call it. thn actually wanted t go back t ikea but daddy forgot his wallet & he has no money.

so we went home & slept.

going t ikea tday agn. leaving home @ about 8.30.

♥♥♥♥♥ th chocolates & biscuits thr lah cans. from sweden de(:

& see im so good cans, i wanted t play audi t past time till 8.30.

but instead, i came here & post.

2008-08-17T22:58:00.004+08:00

currently addicted t th beijing olympics thingy(:

love love love love love.

& she's right. i do owe him an apology. i shall do it some other day(:

right now th impt thing is tht thr wont be any quarrels between us anymre, i hope.

hmms, this poor weightlifter dislocated his elbow in th competition.

& michael phelps win his 8th gold medal!

my mummy says its hardly ever done & its really really difficult t win 8 golds. so congrats t him!(:

& im still getting tht mickey water bottle & tht monkey for u :D

2008-08-16T17:35:00.003+08:00

im offically b r o k e. spent money eating swensens & im only left w 20dollars of my allowance now.

all because of stupid crystal's bday.

im getting revenge on my birthday!):<

so it's 15 days w/o slacking after sch. (urgh).

abt this thing going on w me & agnes:

agnes, i know u have every right t be angry & hate me right now.

after all its ur boyf whom i accused.

but i jus merely suspected him. because when someone's stuff get stolen thrs bound t be suspects.

in this case it jus happens t be him, thts all.

tho i suspected him, i didnt tell any teachers tht 'oh its him who stole it', because it was this upper sec guy who did it.

& even tho after i said sorry, u wouldnt forgive me.

i hope u would as i know its my fault in th first place t even suspect him.

i jus dont wan anything unpleasant t happen in this yr, thts all(:

& c'mon, its only suspect, not like im pointing any fingers @ him.

2008-08-13T20:50:00.003+08:00

SUPER!

first off: choir.

some stupid people made mr liew angry.

im actually glad tht tht donal duck's being kicked out of choir. lala.

thn because of those stupid boys, mr liew got angry & stormed of w/o us singing tday.

so he released th choir EXCOS list, & surprisingly im in it.

im th choir's costume IC plus im suppose t takecare of th choir room tgt w joon kiat, wen xiang & cherie.

alright, so after tht unfruitful practice, wen xiang, joon kiat & me went t check out tht room.

it was ~~pathetic~~, messed up. hello, thrs expired times'up & m&n's in thr alright.

people claim tht it has always been lying thr in tht dusty cupboard. so why no one has thought of cleaning it?):

i n c o n s i d e r a t e. HAHA :X

thn we went t riverplaza t eat mac for breakfast as it was still 9plus & was early as sch on wednesday starts @ only 11.

thn while we were eating we saw lim lai chuan's face. alright, he's giving out some hugeeee trophy t this basketball guy. & th crowd goes 'EH LIM LAI CHUAN ON TV LEI' & they made a huge fuss outta this(:

thn after tht we went back t sch & lessons were as per normal w mdm nashita yelling, 'KEEP ALL UR GADGETS & ROS & KARYL, OFF UR MP3'.

& ohya!

Bio: did this experiment in th lab which wad we had t do was some leaf thingy & we have t boil this beaker & thn put this leaf in th test tube & put it into th beaker of boiling water & inside th beaker was this thing called elthonal( it's spelt smth like tht) & th leaf will turn colorless.

which mine & huiqin's experiment went BOOM! & flames were all over th testtube & i almost burnt my hand(:

but super teachers saved th lab from buring (it may happen)(:

Chinese: 64/100 for my test alright?! FIRST TIME, TYJ KARYL, PASSED A CHINESE TEST ABOVE 55MARKS. WOOP-DEE-DOO!(:

& lian lao shi was so happy for me tht i finally improved.

2008-08-11T16:47:00.002+08:00

tday's one gna be abt confessions & such. so u may wan t skip this.

this concerns th relationship between me & haikel.

so t those who are interested u should probably read this & know @ least half of it. if nt i know tht there would be questions going ard. so here goes.

msgs tht are supposed t be deleted are deleted, post tht are suppose t be deleted are deleted too.

main aim: i want t start anew ( @ least, let my heart start anew ), & settle my heart on someone, if not rather, remain single ( which is actually quite a good idea ).

but i know tht i will always have hubby. & i know tht he will nvr stop loving me & i bet he's miserably suffering in camp in his boyshome now.

this is for hubby :

haikel im sry for sending u tht dumb breakup msg.

i know this is th second time tht this had happened but i jus cant stop thinking of u aft that whole breakup thingy.

so i guess tht means tht my happiness's only w u.

u make me feel like im loved & treasured.

& none other can give this feeling t me.

even when we have alrdy been through 3months w u inside th home, i have nvr regretted being ur girlf (yet).

im sry if i have hurt u but i promise i wont do it again.

ily like i always did, & will.

now this is for th people who care:

people like eugenia, shili, brenda, pei ying, bei wen & others tht knew about this whole thing, im sorry.

(ok wait, why should i be sorry?) ok anyway, yea, im sorry. sorry for th sake of saying sorry & sorry for letting u all know about this sudden change. but i realised my mistake alright? i'll listen t brenda's, euge's, bei wen's & roslina's advice t not end this special relationship w him. most importantly, i need t follow my heart. & mend this relationship before anything else happens.

so i think thts what i wan t say.

& tht 270408 will still go on, only if haikel forgives me.

& i really hope he does.